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FML [Oct. 24th, 2009|11:46 am]
[Current Mood | sad]



 
this is the suckiest and the most fucked up period of my life.
Sadly, my school has the most unfair system of all; or maybe all JCs do that, whatever fuck it.

kay i've accepted the fact that i have the crappiest kind of results of all but i have no idea why someone with fucking 4Us can sit for the fucking retest while i'm not given any god damned fucking opportunity when i did better than she did. Asked the fucking pd tutor to tell me, and she said she would but she i guess she didnt also cos if she had done so, i would have been able to sit for the retest, right? screw this whole fucking system. and i have no idea why JC1 freshmen get kicked out of school in the first year when this is not the usual practice at all! The best part of this whole damn thing is that they said they are 'ENCOURAGING' this group of students to leave the school when they are actually forced to leave the school because of their poor results. 
i bet they don't know what the meaning of ' encourage' is.

en⋅cour⋅age

  [en-kur-ij, -kuhr-]  Show IPA
 
Use encourage in a Sentence
–verb (used with object), -aged, -ag⋅ing.
1.to inspire with courage, spirit, or confidence: His coach encouraged him throughout the marathon race to keep on running.
2.to stimulate by assistance, approval, etc.: One of the chief duties of a teacher is to encourage students.
3.to promote, advance, or foster: Poverty often encourages crime.

kay now take a look at the 2nd meaning.


even someone who has brains growing on their ass would be able to tell that obviously the school modified the meaning of 'encourage'. 
 
to 'stimulate by assistance, APPROVAL' they obviously havent understood the meaning of that. By having someone's approval would mean that they need to seek the consent of the person involved la those assholes!


 whatever, i'm gonna get my mum to go down to school and appeal for it. though i know chances are pretty slim.. but i'll just try since this system is so freaking unfair. thanks to that bitch, i can't even sit for a retest. to think i actl thought that she was a pretty nice lady and she even agreed to help me when in fact, i don't think she did. 

my mum thinks i have attitude problem... oh gosh what is this world coming to... i'm like the most screwed up and upset person on earth right now.............
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A W E S O M E [Oct. 17th, 2009|11:54 pm]
[Current Mood | annoyed]
[Current Music |Soledad- westlife]

"even when i close my eyes, there's an image of your face"

Drinking with Charlotte baby and Chunxian

Last night was pretty awesome!!!! Had to prevent charlotte from drinking so many shots of vodka. Had to prevent ChunXian from falling asleep since he came from hockey training. that's what you gotta do when you go drinking with the both of them. haha

so last night we found this queer spot near the flier and started drinking. oh gosh i should have taken a video of charlotte singing. it was suppperrrr funny cos she kept singing and spouting nonsense to herself. then in the end she puked all the alcohol out and it was just freaking disgustingggg! And after yesterday's experience, i think im not bad at drinking, since im like quite a n00b cak3z. haha!

Peeeektures from Castle-Beach






today i went out shopping and facial with hua and both of us are happy girls cos we got what we wanted!!! haha and a really good steal, haha. yayyy more shopping to come before i take back my results. - does the slit throat action-
facial was terrible but comfortable at the same time cos i havent visited linda in ages and god, the pain endured squeezing part was like... super excruciating and torturing k. i think my face has gone out of shape already. shit. haha but then the massage was.. woooooohooo so shiok. 


"don't take me for granted because i wont be there to entertain you all the fucking time and i think you really don't know when to say the right thing at the right time. "
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(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2009|09:17 pm]
[Current Mood | bored]

 
Nothing beats camwhoring, even if it's in the middle of the night.







 
 
Drinking with chunxian and charlotte baby tmr!
Can't.wait.

AH sucks la next tuesday i'm gonna get back my results already and i'm like freaking out a bit. cos i kinda know what to expect since the papers were tough. i mean to me k. wtf and what if i have to take re-promotional exams? or the best part is WHAT IF i don't even get to take the re-promo exams at all? then i'll be screwed ttm. 

kay whatever, it's not like i can do anything to change the marks right now anyway. gotta plan out the things i wanna do for the whole of this weekend before the results dampen my mood for the rest of the year!!!

THINGS TO DO 
1. watch moonlight resonance, skins and gossip girl!
2. watch movie (somebody run movie marathon with me please!)
3. shopping!! 
4. go make spectacles with hua!
5. wakeboardinggggg

aye i can't think of anything much to do now. i think i've forgotten how to play. damn. it's like even stoning is such an enjoyable thing to do now, hahahah!!! i haven't played in the arcade since forever and today i finally did, and it was together with jingyi, tiffany, tamlyn and cindy! :D:D

on a random note,i think i really wanna get a lip piercing on my 18th. it's like so freaking cool!! i saw X with the piercing on the bus today and she looks woah! nice. so now the question is... at the side or in the middle? 
 
YAY.
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HELLO [Oct. 14th, 2009|10:05 pm]
[Current Music |Can't help but wait- Trey Songz]

 hey everyone! haha i think my blog officially died like one million years ago. LOL but seriously i can't help not updating. 
just blame the FUCKING hectic jc life k! IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS.
i can't remember when was the last time i went to town to fully unwind.. hmm

so it's like this entire year.. i can't remember doing anything significantly memorable, except for spending my days at macdonalds and subway to mug. the best part is that despite all the mugging, the results are still freaking disappointing. I put in so much effort for my subjects individually and in the end, all i get is crap.
MATH ESPECIALLY!!!! walau i feel like killing myself. after doing so much math i still don't know how to tackle the questions... freaking demoralising. I'm at wits' ends and i got this uncanny feeling that im gonna retain. trust my instincts cos they tend to be quite fucking accurate, i don't know why. I DON'T WANT!!!!! (WHINES)

Retaining in AJC is the last thing you'll ever want because it's so freaking boring. SERIOUSLY. Hang out with me and i'll whine to you all day about it. But the point is that i've put in so much effort in my studies this year, so if i retain, i'll be like freaking disappointed.. ergh.
And I swear AJC is the most happening JC in Singapore man, really. Thank god i've got other friends from other classes if not i'll just die a horrible death.  Please help me pray that i'll pass smoothly without having to go for repromos or whatever shit nonsense! PLEASE!

update you guys soon on post promos! i promise!
 

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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2009|05:13 am]
 The F word never seemed so vulgar to me until you said it.
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(: [May. 14th, 2009|12:42 am]
[Current Mood | cranky]

Hey girl, I had lots of fun with you today! :D:D

Today was really freaky! I came home at 10 plus and my mum asked me whether I was a lesbian because apparently she saw the bag of things that you gave me the other time. I swear it was damn freaking scary but thank god my acting skills were superb so I hope she bought my story and won't keep harping on this topic and keep nagging when i hang out with any random girl too late at night. That would be insane. 




My eyes are freaking swollen now I needa catch some sleep now but I'm glad I'm clearing my workload bit by bit:D 
I'm sorry I can't make it for any of your matches this week ):

Bye.
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): [May. 12th, 2009|10:54 pm]







Look at my baby boy up there!! oh my gosh he's so adorable, I could play with him for the entire day and not feel tired! His limbs are as fat and stubby as Michelin's HAHA OH SO CUTE. 
FAT BABIES ARE SO ADORABLE!

Life has been really sucky. 
Homework is piling up like nobody's business and I can't seem to finish it! Tutorials are bitches, upcoming tests are worse. I can't seem to catch my breath and nationals have just ended. Lots of catching up to do):

Hey pretty girl here's a note to you and i know you'll read this. You've been bugging me the entire time to blog and here it is, with you as part of the content. :D I hope you don't give up on your team although i know that you don't really like them. I'll be here to give you all the support you need. You brighten my day! 8)

I gotta go catch up on my work now! I HATE HOMEWORK):
 
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I miss team! [May. 9th, 2009|09:33 pm]
 

 
I haven't been blogging in ages, thus a picture-ful post!

Netball Nationals are over, like so quickly. I really enjoyed playing netball with the team and those are my happiest moments in aj so far, really. Although there were many f-ed up moments when we were unhappy with that someone, I'm still glad that we're bonded as a team. 

Currently life sucks and I really need to find a motivation to study? Have been lagging behind a little and i needa buck up.

Will you be my motivation?
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orientation week! [Feb. 15th, 2009|09:32 pm]
 
Orientation Week 

orientation at AJ was freaking awesome! check out my class!!!! haha 8D eugene and i lied to everyone that we were non identical twins and they freaking believed us until they checked the freaking name list which had our full names on it. erghhh but it was quite funny cos everyone was like saying we are really cute like duh hahahaha :S sorry for lying
 
 
 
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i miss weiqing jere and beatrice very very very much...im sorry if the pictures are freaking big im really tired i wanna sleep now
 
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hello [Feb. 7th, 2009|11:32 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]

 oh my i haven't been updating for ages i finally found the time to actually, blog. many things happened within this week and i'm glad that im finally gonna settle down. anyway im really grateful to sohmin and cihui for helping me so much...

so within this short week, 
1. i went into pjc for 3 days and got out of it on wednesday (like finally) and went into ajc.
2. i got to know jane better haha hi jane if you're reading this i think you're pretty awesome and im really glad you got into cjc! im really happy for you.
3. i'm officially in ajc's netball team now.
4. i got to know samantha from mgs netball and her friend amanda! haha they're really funny people to be with
5. got my subject combination and i realised that im in the same og as eugene leee!!! same og in ajc= same class haha yay!! arent you happy? 
was given h1 chinese for god knows what reason but im gonna bug mr arthur lim on monday to change it for me. IM NOT SUPPOSED TO TAKE CHINESE ANYMORE. IM EXEMPTED FROM IT YAY. the clerk is like srsly inefficient. i wrote on the paper stating that im exempted from chinese and she still gave me freaking chinese like WTF


this feels so unreal... 2 months ago i went for netball training in ajc,thinking that i will never go to ajc and now im in ajc. it's kinda weird but yeah.. i srsly like ajc better than pjc..and i nearly died during training today.. i hate physical training.. zzz 
had 402 gathering at benny's. i miss 402 alot!!! especially jere, weiqing, boonbin, weichong and zhiwei! 

daisy tan carnival tmr and im really sleepy.. i don't feel like waking up early tomorrow.
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weird people [Jan. 30th, 2009|12:28 am]
[Current Mood | crappy]

People-watching @ Orchard




the best thing to do when you're really bored is to sit at orchard road and watch people, then start criticizing people and laugh at them. LOL that was what weiqing, jere and i did today and arthur kok approached us with another guy beside him :O ( no you must think straight, he's not what you think he is!!! HAHA)

cny has been really boring. visited people, took their angbaos, ate their food, lay on their couches, then sleep on them like a dead pig. srsly it's damn tiring and i hate to do visiting; im not close to any of my cousins but it was great to see my super hot cousin woohoo! he's like... omg super hot im not kidding if you're a guy you'd probably turn gay for him heee. and he's not the bimbo kind kay he has brains mind you.

so recently i went out with feizai ( the above) and met like really weird people everywhere. hahaha went to andersen's icecream shop and i swear the the woman who served us was being really funny. hj jere and i stood at the entrance as we waited to be served.

" How many persons of you?"

hoongjia jere and i turned around, looked at one another, then giggled like... i don't know, hyenas? hahahaha

then after eating we had to pay up then the change that we received were in coins. none of the 3 of us wanted to keep the coins. hoongjia was being really funny.

" Actually coins are very useful, you can use it when you're taking bus rides."

i looked at jere, then i rolled my eyes. ISN'T IT A MATTER OF FACT???omg... what has the holiday done to you hoongjia!!!
 

another occasion, feizai and i went to pasta mania for dinner. we were just about to leave when 2 women sat beside the both of us.

pardon the chinese.. read it i swear their conversation is really funny.

" Ni yao order shen me?"
" Normally wo dou shi order zui pian yi de."

jere turned his head and began to giggle a little while i tried to control my laughter so hard before we left the silly pasta mania. how cheapolo can people get!!!! omg they dont have to say it out, do they?

another one. i heard this from weiqing and i thought it was really funny. 
weiqing and jasmin wanted to go to bigbookshop at clementi. okay even if you don't know where it is, try to visualise. pardon me if it's in bits and pieces i can't remember vividly.

jasmin and weiqing wanted to enter the lift at the first storey and big book shop was at the 3rd storey. another twit wanted to enter the lift as well. there were only 3 levels k.

" eh bu yao jin qu! the lift is going downwards!!!! ( she says it in chinese) "

"=.="
this is how retarded people can get nowadays.
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mooooo [Jan. 26th, 2009|12:16 am]
[Current Mood | tired]

Happy New Year!
after a year full of hectic schedules, i think 2008 wasn't a good year for me. i guess it was only for me. im gonna tell you something really stupid but you cannot mock at me for being over superstitious okay.  everynight for one whole month before the release of the o lvl results, i knelt in front of the altar of my home, praying for a single digit and that i'll go to a sajc or acjc. and to my dismay, none of them came true but i don't blame anyone... i guess it was my fault for panicking during papers i guess. hhaha

for this year, i didn't pray for good results anymore... i just hope that life will be smooth for me and that my mum would be happy. simple right? i just want to happy...

now... i hope that cai shen ye will come to me later and grant all the following wishes, be it material wise or non money related stuff.
1. macbook
2. kaching kaching $_$
3. a girlfriend heeeee
4. my mama to be happy

sian i really don't wanna go visiting later. it's like a routine... every year this cycle of visiting the same old people repeats itself over and over again im so sick of it. (minus the angbao and good food part). i wanna see my friends..
 
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(no subject) [Jan. 22nd, 2009|11:32 pm]
[Current Mood | crappy]





 

( i miss my old hair )

random pictures from i don't know when...

today was really hectic. i woke up at the crack of dawn and went to hort park (do you even know where that is?) to celebrate vivian's birthday. yeah she's my lookalike. pictures will be up when i get hold of it. i was like really unlucky... the bus broke down on it's way there and i missed the stop because apparently, some people gave me the wrong directions hahaa but i still love all of you.

the park looks like any other park just that it's more eco garden-ish and we saw a freaking black snake in the garden and it was seriously damn horrifying like wtf.. wtf.. why would there be a snake in the freaking garden?!

then i went back  home to change then met weiqing and bettie at wisma haha then we spent our entire afternoon talking rubbish at slice. you know slice? the really nice dessert shop at fareast omg i wanna try like every flavour there.. hmmm

i miss my old hair..now i look like a freaking bung but i like the sides though heee. i missss youuuuuuu. i know you dont ever read my lj but your beauty amazes me all the freaking time....
 
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(no subject) [Jan. 20th, 2009|12:30 am]
[Current Mood | hopeful]

Ikea & Queensway
 




sry hua my picture is too hideous for mankind i can't afford to let anyone use it as blackmail cos it's seriously damn fucking ugly i cant stand it!!

had fun with the girls at ikea and queensway then went to vivo for window shopping and i saw a pair of tailored pants wtf i want!!!!! looking forward to seeing my netballers tmr. can't wait.
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gatherings [Jan. 18th, 2009|12:14 pm]
[Current Mood | okay]

6 humility class gathering & klinsen+hoongjia's birthday celebration







( peeeektures )

had netball yesterday and facing jiaolian wasn't as bad as i thought.. i guess she got over it already thank god. netball training was a friendly with ntu and it was quite slack cos the entire team was split into 2- seniors and juniors. obviously i was in junior team cos im only like 16+... and the rest were like 20+ haha so im young there.

school is starting in one week's time and i dread it i don't want school to start but on the other hand i wanna see how pjc is like.. i wanna experience school life all over again. now my life is pretty much still the same. it revolves around shopping, friends, computer, sleeping,work, a little tuition and netball. then again, this laid back lifestyle is really comfortable but i don't think im suitable to be in it for long.

i miss 402. i miss weiqing jere hoongjia and a few others.. ever since we got back our results on the 12th i didn't see you guys anymore... hang out anytime soon?
 
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sucks to be me [Jan. 16th, 2009|12:36 am]
[Current Mood | depressed]
[Current Music |I Am Your Angel- R.Kelly and Celine Dion]

i've been in a freaking dilemma for the past 4 days. i had to choose between aj or pj. after much consideration and weighing of pros and cons, i chose pj even though i went for aj's holiday trainings. i guess it's mainly because of the distance, campus, people. these factors are like extremely important to me.
pj's distance is like really short; i only need to take a 10 to 15 minute bus ride from my home i heard school starts at 7.40 so apparently i have more time to sleep. i could wake up 7 and still be early. the campus is really, spacious, and new as compared to aj's i think. as for the people... hmm i have beatrice and hanzhe to go along with me. so i guess i have company.

aj is good as well..just that the distance aint that good, the campus aint that good..yeah and these are really important factors. but the bonus is that i get to play netball with sohmin cihui and minhui and the culture would be that the students there are very mugger.

whatever it is.. after these few days of hardcore thinking, i hope i dont regret my decision. it was really a tough decision to make and a hard nut to crack. then poor sohmin she kept trying to psycho beatrice and i to go to aj and fuck myself for being so fickle minded. beatrice finally gave up and turned sohmin down like yesterday while i was still unsure about my decision until i went for the supposed appeal at aj and a go-see at pj.

i think i let sohmin and jiaolian down but yeah... but even if i really chose aj i dont think i'll be happy there. hope jiaolian understands my plight but i really thank her for putting me as like first priority for appeal. <3

anyway i went for a haircut tday and i think the chiobu hairdresser screwed it a little. it looks like really choppy due to the extreme layering of my hair. don't ask me how many layers im not a tropical rainforest haha. it seems a little bungish.. but no at the same time.

i'll try to post pictures next time. tonight's post is really impromptu and besides, for the past few days i have been dwelling on the same old fucking boring subject, which is about the choice of schools. now after submitting the god damn jae form via internet, i feel... at ease but weird at the same time. i think it's because i think i know that i'm gonna let go of netball after playing for like 6 years straight.. ain't it a pity? okay maybe not let go but just... no more competitive netball for me.

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kbox [Jan. 10th, 2009|12:21 am]
[Current Mood | bored]
[Current Music |Westlife- Fool Again]

kbox?!

yeah kbox with zhiwei, hoongjia, jere and weiqing. okay i did sing a bit but seriously, i enjoyed myself thoroughly by watching the hoongjia cum zhiwei duet. AND, i realised that i could sing some of the oldies 8D)

I WANT TO GO TO NGEE ANN POLY OPEN HOUSE!!! but my schedule is fucking packed tmr!

 
 



i don't wanna collect my results on monday))):
don't laugh at me just because im listening to westlife. IT IS NICE OK.
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paranoid [Jan. 7th, 2009|11:08 pm]
[Current Mood | stressed]
[Current Music |Lesley Roy- Unbeautiful]

 
Rollerblading @ East Coast Park

i'm gonna say something silly but you musn't laugh.
TODAY WAS MY FIRST TRIP TO EAST COAST PARK!
yeah for 16 years of my life, i have never been to east coast park. call me a n00bcakez or whatever...i know it's really dumb. you'll probably go like, HUH? you stupid or what... singapore is so puny and you havent gone to east coast park??zzz. but seriously!!!

look at the pink and black thing that im holding? weiqing that butchgirl made it for me!!! haha so sweet right it has my initials on it!! <3 ya brock HAHA. she was a sweetheart but a real irritating bitch as well. sihua and i were like camwhoring and she kept going right in front of the camera and show her brock face there.zzzz


 


( MORE PICTURES )
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hello livejournal, goodbye blogger [Jan. 6th, 2009|01:32 am]
[Current Mood | cranky]

After 2 freaking long days of figuring out this livejournal crap, i finally got it!!!! wtf...it wasn't as hard as i thought. but it was done with the help of huishan and natalie of course. luv ya both<3

why livejournal? because blogger sucks to the core... okay maybe blogger hates me so it doesn't allow me to upload a single picture or blog about anything. so i've decided to be a little more hardworking and switch to livejournal instead!

Honestly this livejournal thing really pissed me off at the start because i was clueless and raw about this, and no one helped me. yeah you must be thinking why i chose such a stupid name for my livejournal zzz. seriously, i wanted to use back shadesofyou but somebody used it so i have to use something else! besides, i was telling sihua that i wanted seekingserenity but i guess im too noisy to be seeking serenity-.-

gosh i haven't blogged in ages but it's like 2.15 alr so i'll make this a quick one!


New Year's Eve @ bugis, changi airport & clarke quay



 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

jere was telling us about taoli taking the same flight as him, to and fro nanking when taoli walked right past us to the next table hahahaha i swear it was damn funny!!! anyway taoli is so cute haha!
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